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the real deal: God's invasion of pure holy love

Word for Tonight: February 3, 2021: THE REAL DEAL! GOD'S INVASION OF HIS PURE HOLY LOVE. Hope you will read this.


I did not plan of writing anything tonight, not that I do anyway, but as I was in prayer, talking to God about somethings, I was wondering somethings about his body.

This post is I pray a holy spirit time of kingdom thoughts. Things I am seeing and pondering with the Lord of what is happening in his body.

I was seeing a shift happening between those relationship I have had in the past with the new ones God is bringing into my life.

A precious man of God a Leader in God's house just spoke to my heart and told me that even those I had labored in the love to help nurture in the Lord in my early years God was bringing some back to knit together for God's end time purposes. That word is happening right now.

Another couple serving the Lord as one of his Generals sent a love gift tonight out of their need to help us in our time of need.

I think what is blowing me away is that this man and another man of God that I have not met personally but face time, both said, God had called them to pray for me and Donna and this work. God used them not only to bring a word but a gift as well to the Lord for us.

We all have had people perhaps in the past love like this in the church age, but what is different it is dripping with love. It is beyond love as we have known, it is dripping with love like an unceasing supply of oil to nourish us body, soul and spirit.

I have had brothers and sisters who have read our post say the same things and some of them have been praying for years? God's people are becoming true lover of him and becoming true givers of that love as God directs them.

Tonight in my discussion with the Lord, I was not down, but a little emptied because of some things transitioning in our lives and some trials we are facing.

I felt in my spirit God was doing a new thing. That the body parts are coming together in ways we have never know or seen. I have seen the Lord end some relationships we have had, change others, but in that there has been a little void time.

Yet, God was assuring me he was filling that void to bring us to the right divine appointment and peoples we are to be knitted with and us with them.

This is not a one sided coin where everyone does everything for the leader to build their vision, but this is a two sided coin of mutual love and service in laying down our lives one for the other.

I can't tell you how God has sent us the right person, with the right word, and even to sow financially to help us at the exact right time. It is overwhelming love that is doing that. God is speaking to my heart to pray for, get words from him to give them, sow financially, and they are saying all of it is spot on from God and they love him more for it.

Tonight, as I was speaking to God about things, I got the most precious email from someone I am just meeting by divine appointment who sent me words from God. Spot on, and timely, but what amazed me was they dripped with God's love.

They are not the only ones, but people who God is touching to truly stand with us, pray with and for us, encouraging us, and truly helping us in the love of God it is all dripping with God's love.

I could weep even more as I write this. The words, the prayers, the help is not out obligation. They are even open to ask me how they can pray for me and what do I need. I often hesitate and don't share unless God releases me to do so, so God can speak to them as He speaks to me for them.

I am not sure how this young couple found us but it was through the internet and the new relationships God is bringing forth by divine alignment much is done through the internet.

If we are being travel banned because of Covid and can't gather as we have in the past until recently what other tool would God use to bring us together. Let us not throw the baby out with the bathwater.

Today I could share at least 5 times when God send the right person with the right word and even restored relationships from the past, even recent ones.


What amazes me is the "unexpected of God." How our God truly see us even in our time of great need and suffering like tonight. Only God knew what I was going through, wrestling with, and he sent his servant.

Last week he used another man of God to call me on the computer and he said, "God put you on my heart, I really love you brother and. you need to now...

Those are things God has had me do for others my whole life in him, but to see the Lord give that to me as well in this time in my life overwhelms me, because it is real and these words and work drip with the pure holy love of God and it can't be counterfeited or made by man's hands.

I have so longed for this day, cried of this day, wondered if I would live long enough to see it, but here we are in the day of the Lord and greatest outpouring of his love is here to transform the whole earth. Glory to our God.

There is a supernatural invasion of God's pure holy love that is knitting his body together like I have never seen before. Something is happening beyond what we have ever seen or known.

In one particular need I had, this family all have given, asked me if we are there yet, keep them updated and they keep giving as God allows them to help us in this time of need. It is amazing even their teen age daughter is praying for us and sowing with this particular need.

People are not just sowing so they can get something, or because God will bless them, but out of love they are praying for us, encouraging us and sowing all of this with the dripping love of God who is honoring their love as a sweet aroma in his nostrils.

There are too many people I could write about over the years who were first fruits to this love bond relationships and have loved us and given so much with that drip of God's love. We would have not made it with out God and their love for him and us. I can never pay them back.

Yet, they were pioneers in this love bond relationship. They were the breakers, with a breaker anointing to plow up the ground for this day where God is now knitting his full grown sons and daughters to be one with him and each other.

They paid the price. They made the way for this day to come forth by the love of God in them. I am eternally grateful to these pioneers of love these last 35 years. Now they are going to see the fruit of the labor God worked through them.

Including my late parents, my sister here if Florida, Donna's family that all helped us at the perfect time to keep the work of God's end time purpose alive through those years of great suffering

We also had few (very few) faithful saints who served the Lord with us and saw the mighty work of God and gave their lives to God, us and each other, they were forerunners making a room for all of us for today. Only God can repay them for their labor of love.



There are too many people since March 2020 God is uniting us with in the true love bond covenant love relationships. We are being knitted together with each one and being connected to the right body parts at the right place and time.


Through a simple word and a great big nudge by God and a few others, the Lord had me start doing video broadcast. It is something I had 0 desire to do, including worship time on Sunday.

Yet, not my will but God's will be done. I would have never thought that through one simple act of surrender I would meet some of the most beautiful set apart saints, His bride, His Sons and daughters through these broadcast.

I have been overwhelmed at the love and goodness of God not only that people are coming on to the broadcast, but what they are sharing, the love for God in them, the desire of the Lord to become his body filled with his glory overwhelms me.

I would not have believed God without seeing each other, even talking on the phone could knit His Body like this to love and care for each other in ways I could not imagine.

I have pastored local churches for 25 years, did mission work with teams of people and God did build some wonderful love bond relationships that still remain too this day.

But what is doing now in the knitting of His body, the knitting together with Him first in the purest holy love is igniting a new and deeper passion for him when we first met him.

The fire of his pure holy love and the passion to seek him, be with him and to put off the corruptible church age life for the incorruptible kingdom age life is burning in this remnants hearts.

I had a very dear brother in Christ I have known for many years, say we are going to help you, you have much to do for God, and finances are not going to hinder you, we will pray and do what God tells us to do.

It would sound like by all this all our needs are met, but they are not yet, and I am not writing about our needs, about the God who see our needs and is now knitting us together to love one another as He loves us.

As I tell everyone on our broadcast. No one has to give anything and all our resources on our website and ministry are free no charge, they are love gifts from God to his people.

God is doing a new thing by this greatest outpouring of love the earth has ever seen through the finishing work of our Lord Jesus Christ in HIs people. 2nd Thes 1:10 is here!

When we gather on the internet either to hear the present word of the Lord, or just worship him, what we experience the most is the Glory of His pure holy love.

It is knitting us together to see, hear and love each other beyond anything I have known in the church age. We are truly know man after the flesh but after the Spirit.

It is overwhelming that God is speaking to their hearts about each other, and even Donna and I. The words of encouragement they are writing to us is not flattering tongues lifting up a man or a ministry, but the true love of Christ that lifting our souls.

It has not been easy to be knitted with ministers, ministries, churches where the goal and the aim is "build something new for God."

Though there is a desire in it to love each other, labor together in love, be one body of Christ, there is still something lacking where it still has much mixture of human love and God's love.

I think what I am seeing the most in that kind of "trying to love" is that we love those who "agree with us, see like us" and there is not much room for those who are different parts of the body."

There seems to be "no room at the inn" unless you tow the line of where they are going. That is the same spirit we see at work in the world where there is no room for someone or something different than the rigid orthodoxy of conformity and group think.

As much as I see the desire to love, the willingness to love, the willingness to unite, there is just something still missing. Jesus said, "no greater love than this shall a man lay down his life for his friends."

What I have seen is that we often cater to those who agree with us, and we often give and help to those we are walking with in natural agreement and some spiritual agreement. Yet in those circles how many times have they sent a word, I am praying for you, or have a word of the Lord for you, or God speaks to them about your need?

If you are not in the "circle" you are left out. Everyone is asked to "sow to them" but where are the them sowing to the rest? No one can give everywhere and to every need that comes. I understand that.

But what does no greater love than this look like? I believe Isaiah 5o:4-5 speak of how it works. "THE LORD GOD HAS GIVEN ME THE TONGUE OF THE LEARNED (ONE TAUGHT BY GOD) THAT I MAY KNOW HOW.. THAT I MAY KNOW HOW.. TO SPEAK... A WORD IN SEASON TO THEM THAT ARE WEARY.

I believe the true pure holy love of God speaks. It speaks to our heart to know what is needs truly are. It speaks where and when we are to spend our live out for others by his command and not by our own wisdom.

Spending quality time with God is the only way to develop the sensitivity of love to "hear a word" for a brother or sister" and to bring it right on time in season or to give provision to a brother and sister on right time and season as answered prayer of that precious saint of God.

This quality of love is not "my choice" how to love, 'who to love" and set the "requirements of agreeing with me" to be loved.

Love just is. God's love just is. God love just sees, hears and understands the needs of his people perfectly. He is looking for those He can use to be the expression of His love as His ambassador to give it to those who are weary.

What is amazing to me against all the words that you can't be united or truly fellowship on the internet and you have to be in a local church to truly grow and be part of a fellowship, God is doing something that will put untruth to bed.

I am not saying God does not meet in that environment. I am saying he HAS GONE BEYOND IT.

I had no desire to do video broadcast, or the Gathering on Sundays. I am more comfortable as a writer. Maybe it was safer for me to write and not be seen. I do not want to be seen. I am not one who looks to be in the front. That does not mean I can't be a leader as God desires, I just hate the front or take the front.

It is one of the reasons I don't have a business card with the office I walk in or will you see it posted. On our websites I speak of the "gifting God has us flow in at times, but I don't call myself anything.

Am I boasting? Am I trying to make myself better than others? God forbid. I have no desire to compete with anyone or even try to take a place. God forbid.

If anything, God has made me a hidden one and one to remain hidden. Why? Because my desire is to be His and his alone. All the desire to minister, build something for the Lord is dead and buried.

I have no burning desire to do a ministry, but I do have a burning desire to be His and out of being His my life will be a ministry. I won't do a ministry, build a ministry but by the grace of God be one as God would work out of my life.

My hands are burning and I feel His presence with me as I write this tonight, because there is a depth of God's pure love that is so beyond anything we have ever known or experienced in the church.

I know that many ministers, and false ones use the internet as a way to build their ministry, and their only connection to those who watch is to help support their ministry.

They may pray for the people they watch and even love them like we do in church, but you can sense that it is more of the same old ministry types we had in person.

When my Spiritual Father passed away after almost 27 years of knowing Him, I was really lost. I was not lost because I need his covering, I was lost because for the rich spiritual substance of kingdom work that I could fellowship with, receive from on a different level then with others.

It was through the internet I found another spiritual father, older brother in Kingdom revelation that had the same spiritual substance of God.

Both of these mens writings were so deep, I have to read them so slowly to digest the word of God they bring. The character of Kingdom life as a spiritual father was that it was unassuming.

It was not out there saying " I AM A SPIRITUAL FATHER, I AM AN APOSTLE." Matter of fact they would not even mention it. The quality of the spirit was in a gentle, firm humility that builds you.

That is a real word tonight. It builds you as a son or daughter of God and the substance of life of the Lord worked in them is like miracle grow on the seeds the Lord planted of His kingdom in you.

It is so different than what I have seen in the church age because it is not "self promoting, self centered, ministry promoted, ministry centered at all."

It is and was pure holy love centered. The love of Jesus that could see into the depth of you, your true spiritual and even natural needs and a willingness to "lay their life down for you" was evident.

In one case, I was just beginning to understand the Kingdom of God revelation and I had too much baggage from the church age that blinded me to see things as God wanted. Honestly, I was sure I was right, because this is what I had always known as truth. So I withdrew for a while because I was blind and God had to open my eyes and I needed to mature much more in Kingdom understanding.

Like John Newton wrote in his song, I was blind, but now I can see. The pure holy love in these spiritual fathers and apostles is so different then what I see in many walking by that title.

They are good God loving men and women of God, with good hearts and love for God and His people and walking in the light of what they know of the Lord and experienced. They help and bless so many people in many ways.

So there is no disrespect for them, but I have tasted the more, I have tasted the deeper and I can't stop now. I can't stop running after the Lord. My desire has not changed.

It is not about building anything or doing ministry that burns in me. What burns in me is to be finished, completed, to be one with Him, Married to Jesus and together live to do and exist for the Father's will forever and ever.

Does that mean I don't want to see the lost saved, people healed or delivered? No it doesn't. What it means that I only want to live to please him and when he moves I move with him. When he speaks I speak with him. When he does miracles and healings I do it with him and in him as one with him.

Maybe that sound strange to you. Maybe Pollyanish to many? Many to mushy for so many men of God. But when you have tasted his love, burned with love for him alone, that passion never quenches.

Many waters can not quench love, the Bible says. These spiritual fathers were true lover of Jesus, so intimate with Jesus that his quality and life was so seen in them you stopped talking and you just listened.

For their speech was not a church age man centered Gospel but they fed you with the very hidden manna of the kingdom in which you could grow buy.

You didn't talk much or try to interject because you knew you were in the very presence of the glory of God working in and through these spiritual Fathers and Mothers.

Why am I writing this? Because something so wonderful is happening in his remnant church beyond words. That very same quality of love that I have seen in these spiritual fathers is now arising in God's full grown sons and daughters.

God is not bringing us together, he is knitting us together so much that we can't wait to gather at 10 am Monday through Thursday or Sunday morning. We can't wait to hear the present word of the Lord together.

The comments I am receiving are blowing me away, not at the teaching, but at the work of God in their hearts is so so so beautiful. When I read them, I weep in the goodness of God and my heart gets knitted with them more and more each day.

The incredible part is that more and more remnant sons and daughters that were hidden from the church separated unto God are now coming out to begin to be knitted and place in his body.

What disturbs my spirit is the "pressure that everyone has to be in a local church or fellowship? Who says so? It says to not neglect the gathering of the believers? We are in a new day, and God is knitting us together in new ways.

I can only speak for myself and my wife but the saints God is connecting us with through the broadcast are so precious and beautiful to God and to us that His love is overwhelming us all.

The desire to meet together, worship together, hear the Lord together and minister to the Lord as our first love is not limited by geography or a place.

I believe God's ministers must gain a deeper understanding of the story of Jesus and the woman at the well. She said, "you jews worship the Lord in the temple, we worship him in the mountain which one is right? John 4:19-21

19 “Sir,” the woman said, “I can see that you are a prophet.

20 Our ancestors worshiped on this mountain, but you Jews claim that the place where we must worship is in Jerusalem.”

21 “Woman,” Jesus replied, “believe me, a time is coming when you will worship the Father neither on this mountain nor in Jerusalem. 22 You Samaritans worship what you do not know; we worship what we do know, for salvation is from the Jews.

23 Yet a time is coming and has now come when the true worshipers will worship the Father in the Spirit and in truth, for they are the kind of worshipers the Father seeks.

24 God is spirit, and his worshipers must worship in the Spirit and in truth.” Notice Jesus takes her eyes off "the place to worship" "to see the heart of worship."

Beloved, whether you find God's love in a local gathering of the saints in a building or community near you, or you find God's love and those you are to be knitted with on the internet, what is that to you?

Is not God bigger than we are? Why are you fighting against God and say, "your way is the only way to gather when it is not? Do you realize how you grieve and quench his spirit when you say or write things like that. God is a Spirit and his true worshippers worship him in spirit and in truth.

He said, "when two or more gather in his name, he will be in the midst of us." Did he give your church street address or your home address as the place he would come? Or did he say when two or more gather in his name to love him, honor him and be with him, that he would be in the midst of us.

Beloved, when we gather on the net for these broadcast, what God does in my room, he is doing in them, what I am hearing and feeling with God so are they. God is a spirit and building made with hands can not contain him

The testimonies of what God is doing together in my midst are some of the most powerful testimonies I have heard in 35 years of ministry.

Just like there are many churches, some dead, some lukewarm, and some kingdom filled ones that are truly preparing a people, so it is on the internet. Do not throw the baby out with the bathwater.

I did not think I would write a long post, but oh well. What I am saying is that the people who are being joined together on the broadcast God is doing such a supernatural work of his pure holy love that is changing us but more KNITTING US TOGETHER IN HIS PRUE HOLY LOVE.


Again, does this is not to lift up one work of God over another. When we are gathering together in a building, a home or on the net and the Lord is our burning passion alone, then God knits us together with Him and then one another.

In this new year the intensity of that love is burning hotter than it ever has on planet earth. We are beginning to see each other differently, hear each other differently through Jesus's eyes and ears and that is producing a pure holy love between us like I have never known before.

This love that I experienced with my true spiritual father and mothers in my first year with the Lord in Southington, Ct and then later with my other spiritual fathers and mothers is now developing between us all.

We are entering into the Day of the Lord and His unfolding glory that is working such a love for him and each other we will now be able to love one another as he loves us period. No string attached. You don't have to be in my camp to love you as family.

I will close this out, I could write for another with what Jesus words said to us about this pure holy love.

Luke 6:32-36 32 “If you love those who love you, what credit is that to you? Even sinners love those who love them. 33 And if you do good to those who are good to you, what credit is that to you? Even sinners do that.

34 And if you lend to those from whom you expect repayment, what credit is that to you? Even sinners lend to sinners, expecting to be repaid in full.

35 But love your enemies, do good to them, and lend to them without expecting to get anything back. Then your reward will be great, and you will be children of the Most High, because he is kind to the ungrateful and wicked. 36 Be merciful, just as your Father is merciful.

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